She was a little underwhelmed when I told her the theme was moderation.
"But moderation is boring, and you are the exact opposite of moderation. I mean you live in extremes….what do you have to say about living moderately?"
Aren't sister's a joy?
Another friend posed the question to me, wasn't the fact that I was trying to be "good" at moderation merely a testament to my obsession with perfection and indicative of my past behavior and patterns with most of my endeavors?
Supportive group I have around me, no?
My affinity with extremes is exactly why I wanted to write about moderation. I do nothing moderately-conciously or unconsciously. I consciously choose to pursue measurable goals like marathons, career pinnacles, saving goals, and getting certifications. I unconsciously draw interesting people and adventures to me…and chaos and lunatics, too. I thrive in excess.
Part of this is great, and it makes me who I am and has brought me a lot of success. But, call it getting older, call it maturity, call it boring, I know I need to have more balance in my world.
So I'll be writing about moderation in the obvious way-a struggle to attain work life balance, silencing an inner critic, accepting that something can be fun without being perfect, finances, health, and some of my failings and misadventures too as I go down this path.
Let's get busy.
If you need any advice I am here. I am the perfect case study of someone who only half asses everything. It's great :)
ReplyDeleteWoohoo to your journey!